Rubik's Flu.

I need heavy dosage of pills & medicine if I want to recover. Two days of sickness turning me into nothing but a unmotivated asshole who just refuses to move all day.

Nonetheless, I have rubik's cube to keep me company. Somehow even made my sickness worsen because I'm too engrossed to drink any water.


& last but not least. I'm very afraid.

Ever since sunday. My mind had been probing on the endless possibilities that just poped in whenever I remembered the question that was left unanswered.

Honestly. I hope that the world will stop giving me stress.


Half the time, I wished that he would at least send an sms to ask whether I'm okay or not. & maybe come over for a house visit.




I don't know what to blog anymore.





I feel like the biggest loser in the world.

I'm the biggest loser in the world.

I don't think the stuff that's going to happen are going to be good.