Monday, October 1, 2007

All the same.

I stood there and watched you walked in my direction.
Our eyes met, but they refused to acknowledge each other.
I felt my adrenaline level pumping higher.


An invisible hand appeared out of nowhere.
It grasped my heart, & squeezed it.
I feel pain. Lots of pain.
I find it difficult to breathe.
The wraith of it becoming stronger.

My heart felt like it was burning.
Yet my hands are as cold as ice.
I feel my shoulders tensing up,
As every ounce of energy started to disintegrate and liberate.

My legs go jelly and starts to tremble.
As you get closer, everyheartbeat of mine became faster.
My mouth opened, but the words just got stuck at my throat.

As I tell myself not to cry & not to appear weak.
You went past.
& I wonder,


Are you feeling the same as me?

& this happens every single time.

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