Saturday, September 1, 2007

Keep the faith.

I'm back, but I don't feel back. Ironic. Don't even know what I'm saying.


I just realised that everytime I come online, there's just this very basic routine that I'll go through. That is to check angela, mervin, jieting & gary's blog.

& of course my own tanntheheart.


After today's celebration, I felt worse. 3 months more and we'll all long be gone. & it's directly 3 months from now. Plus, today we sang birthday song for pms lee.

Suddenly all the hatred for him seemed to be lost.


Nevertheless, I stood beside him today. & we brushed against each other. All I felt was coldness. Which is something I shouldn't be feeling upon the fact that we've already decided not to do that.

Before the celebration, I even talked to mingqi, & she told me how ecstatic she felt when huiling asked her to try out her class's booth.



I found myself smiling, like I'm able to relate to how she felt. It was a short while, because like 5sec of that, the feeling was gone.



Hais.


I went back to lianhua today as well. To be honest, I'm really disappointed with things.

1) is that amelia wasn't there, & it felt so strange that she had been missing in action for so long. I'm worried but probably she doesn't want to be disturbed. & I don't know why.
2) we didn't went to visit ms seet in the end, because she was busy. I was really looking forward to it, even doing up the cute little banana top-bag for her. I even showed it to several of my schoolmates proudly.
3) Then we went to west mall, with the intention to watch a movie afterwards. But then there's no timing so we decided to go home & sleep & come back to study. Not much who was supposed to come turned up.
4) Cheryl's house, was unproductive. But I didn't dare to tell her. I guessed afizah felt it as well.


Ah I don't know either. Today is such a sucky day.


On a brighter note, it's teachers' day officially.




I guessed I should post a new song now.

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Life's what you make
So give it one more try.


Oh fuck this again. I always get emo coming here.

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