Just wanted to get things off my mind ,

He chose to show more care.
He went ahead.

I chose to care less,
I stood down.

No one should feel guilt.
Whatever happened had happened.
Oh well no point being distraught over things that you can't control ;

A little bit of reminiscence perhaps.
But yeah things went the way they should,
After I let go.




Things would never revert to the way they would.
And even if they do,
I wouldn't feel the slightest bit of worthy.

I shouldn't lie to myself this often now should I?
But so what if I didn't actually want things to go this way.
They did, and they ought to.
Even when I didn't want it to.

Plus besides.
He didn't showed the slightest concern of wanting everything back.
He seemed happy.
Happy enough to be carefree.
Carefree enough to be what he was.